cougar214
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I really don't know where to begin. I'm in my new place. Not by choice I assure you. Things haven't been going very well for me. Long story short, Lots of fighting, discovering cheating, unable to hide it any longer she did the only think she could think of. She took a restraining order out on me.
I faught it in court and won. She still refuses to fess up to anything. I don't see anything other than a perminent split. I tried hiding in a bottle but all I got from that was reality still standing in front of me and a hangover.
I'm trying to move on using my anger as a crutch but it is so hard to maintain that illusion with all the pain of being hurt and betrayed. My friends are helping me to stay sain the best they can. Getting my new apartment up and running helps to keep me busy but that is only temporary.
I have been reading the comments left on my last post and I thank all of you for your support while I'm going through this mess. My wife and I don't have any kids together so we are going by way of quick and clean divorce.
Everything should be final in a few weeks. I have made my fair share of mistakes in this relationship. There is no denying that. The only thing that's consoling me now is taking comfort in the knowledge that I made this woman want for nothing.
And that's not an easy thing to do when you're a poor man. I thought I loved her enough but I guess I was wrong. As they say, We are always the last to know. But I do think it's time I get back in the saddle and ride my DX forum around for a bit each day.
You guys are the best friends anyone could ever hope to have. I may not be smiling for a while but I know life goes on and things will slowly get better with time. I have been through bad break ups before but marriage seems to make things feel a little bit different.
So it would appear I have some reading to do to catch up on the goings on around here.
I faught it in court and won. She still refuses to fess up to anything. I don't see anything other than a perminent split. I tried hiding in a bottle but all I got from that was reality still standing in front of me and a hangover.
I'm trying to move on using my anger as a crutch but it is so hard to maintain that illusion with all the pain of being hurt and betrayed. My friends are helping me to stay sain the best they can. Getting my new apartment up and running helps to keep me busy but that is only temporary.
I have been reading the comments left on my last post and I thank all of you for your support while I'm going through this mess. My wife and I don't have any kids together so we are going by way of quick and clean divorce.
Everything should be final in a few weeks. I have made my fair share of mistakes in this relationship. There is no denying that. The only thing that's consoling me now is taking comfort in the knowledge that I made this woman want for nothing.
And that's not an easy thing to do when you're a poor man. I thought I loved her enough but I guess I was wrong. As they say, We are always the last to know. But I do think it's time I get back in the saddle and ride my DX forum around for a bit each day.
You guys are the best friends anyone could ever hope to have. I may not be smiling for a while but I know life goes on and things will slowly get better with time. I have been through bad break ups before but marriage seems to make things feel a little bit different.
So it would appear I have some reading to do to catch up on the goings on around here.
