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So I his funeral will be sometime this week. (Autopsy because of suspicions of medical malpractice ..)
In the meantime I have decided to take up learning my ancestors language of French to take my mind off of feelings of sadness.
I have improved to the point where I can listen to French radio on my TuneIn app (at night during sleep to get it subconsciously) and be able string together bits and pieces of sentences. Its a small step, especially considering of only been learning for 4 days with absolutely no prior knowledge of the language.
I'm going to learn Spanish after I learn most of my French.
I've been grieving but handling it very well. How has everyone else been?
Hey hey!
Bonjour (I can pronounce but not spell I can't spell French to save my life and my French is very bad ) mesoir!
Commence ce va? (I am trying to say it as I would pronounce it but I really don't think I spelt that right at all! )
Commence ce va = How are you? (I think I figured this part out from 2 people talking I think so?)
"Sava veer" (I am fine? ) Is this right so far? (I think?)
Well I am extremely relieved to hear you are doing well.
I was a bit worried.
You ask how I am doing?
Thank you. It is kind to ask such an important question that is hardly ever asked at all these sad days.
But not well at all.
I am worried I need to relax and let go for a while.
Considering asking for the extremely addictive sleeping pills again to try and knock my self out... or at least hope.
Have not done this for about 4 years and only did it for about a month.
I am having extreme issues again.
Extreme dissociation that is now so bad my vision blurs because I am so screwed up and delusional.
And no I am not crazy... just disturbed.
So no not doing well at all right now.
Struggling to focus vision blurs badly at timess.
Dissociation (psychology) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
But thank you for asking.
Don't worry about me I will be fine.
Array vwaa!
(Good bye I think?)
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