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huh said:
Young and dumb is good:) not sure about the onions though:rolleyes: Imagine how horid it would be to be young and know what you know now........yuch...no fun...I'm glad I waited until now to become so wise:)


@stinky...sometimes I will use reading glasses to read really small print...:rolleyes:

I have a drawer full of cheap drug store readers...full!! like over 20 pairs!!
like Sanford and Son:D:D
and besides if anybody is takin over the world it's gonna be me;)

ps EMon's not balding...he has nice hair:D

PPS so do you...and I think you should go for it...and kiss that girl already!!!:D
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Ugh I am not that wise :mad:

Why does everyone think I am so smart? :confused-pork-chop:

I sometimes think I know too much though... aaaand.... sometimes I feel my mind slipping....

And earlymon is BALDY Mc BALDINGTON from the county of BALDSHIRE

:-D

And he has 10 0000000 million pairs of glasses! :D

AND NO

I will not kiss the girl... even though I really want to.... :(

She is HOT :D

Hehehe!

>:-D

YEAH :D

BUT.... you SEE?

WHAT.... what if she doesn't feel the SAME way you see? :(:(:(

Then I don't feel too good and retreat into some kind of.... "place".... I don't like that place....

It is when I feel like.... taking drugs

:/

I HATE that...... "place"..... damn well hate it.....

And anyway I think I am so messed up sometimes that no one will ever love me

:-(

So you can all shove it where the sun DON'T SHINE!

:mad:

I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT BEING LOVED IT HURTS M FOR SOME REASON

:mad:

I am complicated...... it is all too complicated..... and so..... because I am sooooo damn fracking complicated......

I just sit there...... feeling more isolated........ more alone...... how I came into....... the world

:-(

We all come into the world alone..... and it seems many of us leave it that way too...

Yeah... I most probably should have said nothing about her... I have got her on my mind a lot lately....

Fear is an ugly thing.
 
huh said:
Silly Stinky....:)

We all feel that way...


KISS THE GIRL!
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No

No we don't all :(

I want to but then.... I don't understand it.... it sucks :(

So many other people are happy....... :-(

But I am miserable....

I am extremely jealous.... I did not have a happy family life....

It is heavy to talk about... my friends never had any of crazy insane problems... it feels like some kind of issues with..... I don't really know.... but I already know... no love.

:-(

I don't think people know... but then again... my ultimate desire is to beloved .... deep deep down inside... I am a difficult one... a difficult path I have had...

Maybe from my difficult past... I want no 1.

I don't really know...

From the lack of love... I think of hard core drugs... something to ease the pain...

I don't know if this is a bad question to ask here but have any of you ever seriously felt like resorting to hard core drugs?

Something to ease the pain... something to try and make you forget as much as possible... to numb what the world cannot understand..... to fill a nasty hole that has been there since you can remember...

When you are hated for not being flawless............. i see drugs...

I don't care about the world... I don't care about fame.... all I wanted was a happy family....

A loving family..... not where I was rejected..... hated..... despised..... wanting to resort to drugs for a long time....

This is why I do not want any relationship... some times I wonder if I will end up the way they did..... angry..... drunk........ full of shit....

But I am not like them at all.... this hole.... this cross I bear.... it is so ugly....

I hope that some day my perspective will change and that my hate and jealousy of others so very happy lives will dissipate.

I did not get the love I needed... we all have some deeeep wounds in some way... mine are tough to handle... hard to deal with very hard...

I like her very much.

But she wonders why I am distant - she knows already.

This is why I stop... and think about why and what I am doing this.....

It is not hard for me..... to be caring....but it is hard for me not to be cared for...

But pain is knowledge after all.... right?

Then I hate knowledge.... because that pain is not knowledge.... it is serious torment...... I hate perfection.... so sometimes... I hate it all...

The pain and wounds.... they are so high sometimes.... so this is why I stop from relationships...

This is why so many do not understand.....

If anyone reading this has ever resorted to hard drugs - I am sorry... I am so so sorry..... I hope you get the love and support you so rightfully deserve and need...

You are special even if you are told you are not and worthless.
 
Sometimes silence is golden...

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Stinky Stinky said:
No

No we don't all :(

I want to but then.... I don't understand it.... it sucks :(

So many other people are happy....... :-(

But I am miserable....

I am extremely jealous.... I did not have a happy family life....

It is heavy to talk about... my friends never had any of crazy insane problems... it feels like some kind of issues with..... I don't really know.... but I already know... no love.

:-(

I don't think people know... but then again... my ultimate desire is to beloved .... deep deep down inside... I am a difficult one... a difficult path I have had...

Maybe from my difficult past... I want no 1.

I don't really know...

From the lack of love... I think of hard core drugs... something to ease the pain...

I don't know if this is a bad question to ask here but have any of you ever seriously felt like resorting to hard core drugs?

Something to ease the pain... something to try and make you forget as much as possible... to numb what the world cannot understand..... to fill a nasty hole that has been there since you can remember...

When you are hated for not being flawless............. i see drugs...

I don't care about the world... I don't care about fame.... all I wanted was a happy family....

A loving family..... not where I was rejected..... hated..... despised..... wanting to resort to drugs for a long time....

This is why I do not want any relationship... some times I wonder if I will end up the way they did..... angry..... drunk........ full of shit....

But I am not like them at all.... this hole.... this cross I bear.... it is so ugly....

I hope that some day my perspective will change and that my hate and jealousy of others so very happy lives will dissipate.

I did not get the love I needed... we all have some deeeep wounds in some way... mine are tough to handle... hard to deal with very hard...

I like her very much.

But she wonders why I am distant - she knows already.

This is why I stop... and think about why and what I am doing this.....

It is not hard for me..... to be caring....but it is hard for me not to be cared for...

But pain is knowledge after all.... right?

Then I hate knowledge.... because that pain is not knowledge.... it is serious torment...... I hate perfection.... so sometimes... I hate it all...

The pain and wounds.... they are so high sometimes.... so this is why I stop from relationships...

This is why so many do not understand.....

If anyone reading this has ever resorted to hard drugs - I am sorry... I am so so sorry..... I hope you get the love and support you so rightfully deserve and need...

You are special even if you are told you are not and worthless.
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I know...or at least from what you have reveiled..yeah see the red underline...spelling... don;t care...I know you had it hard growing up,,,maybe your parents in their own warped twisted way..tried to "bully" you,,,instead of teaching you....That probably actually works,,,in certain situations...they are probably those kids who do everything right....perfect....live in a shell of thier real life,,,spelling I know:) Its just to be obstanate at this point:)

anyhow....my point is,,,,,I understand you're cautiousness about having a family ...kids,,,etc,,,

but just because the raise you and were the people they are...is most certainly what you will become as a parent....You already recognize whar didn;t work and will do things differently...plus...and this is number one reason


you are a kind and gentle soul...I can tell,,,make fun of me all you want party people....but Stinky knows I speak the truth:)

KISS THE DITL STINKT...


the fear....is usually worse than anything...plus....you don;t want to wait too long///cuz then...even if she wants you to kiss her....you might get put in the friend zone....because you waited too long:( or somebody else didn't..now THATS scary,,,,,ek se?

what do you really have to lose exept for a scare...or some pride


what do you gain from just going for it




you do the math:)


EDIT!! The Red underline I did in your quote didnt work...so that part doesnt make sense
 
Really long day at work. I may have taken like 300 orders today. So busy!!! Anyway my boss let me get like $20 of food for free tonight. I promised that I'll give him a free movie ticket for being a good boss.
 
wyndslash said:
Being busy is always a good thing :D
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Its very tiring. I didn't even get a chance to run the food for myself today it was one order after another after another. At least I didn't make any mistakes today.

K so I know this isn't the rant thread. But I don't get why customers think that when it is really busy and loud that they can go and sit down and expect us to shout at the top of our lungs across the restaurant so they can get their food. It doesn't work like that at McDonald's. If you don't pay attention your food gets cold. Then she's going to call up and say that she ordered a new strawberry frapp
 
sfbloodbrother said:
Really long day at work. I may have taken like 300 orders today. So busy!!! Anyway my boss let me get like $20 of food for free tonight. I promised that I'll give him a free movie ticket for being a good boss.
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Apparently Xilinhot is getting its first McDonald's this summer. SF do you wanna come and show them how to do it? Hopefully it'll be better than the debacle known as KFC, Xilinhot.
 
Yeah huh you are right :)

It is not that simple for me though... it is a nasty route and I feel it is very hard for me sadly I want it but don't know how to show it some times :'(

Sadly some times I think I am scared of committing.... it is a terrible feeling I seem to live with... :'(

I am haunted badly by it.

Sooo many other people are just soooooooo happy...

I have issues.

I hate.

My family is crazy and controlling and... I sometimes feel I have carried / absorbed some nasty feelings to "fit in"... feelings I do not agree with... but I am forced to agree...

If I could only just get away... :(

If I could just be around happy people... and not feel this way...

:'(

I remember yelling and screaming my lungs out at the thunder... and some bergies (homeless) seeing me screaming like some kind of drug addict not wanting to live any more when I thought there was no one around for a long time... seeing me hide my tears in the pouring rain... and then out of anger I threaten to kill them swearing... they thought I was the most insane thing they had ever seen...

So yes even if she does like me there are serious issues on my mind.

And I don't want any one to feel pain ever at the end of the day but sadly it some times does not work out that way.

I feel like Prometheus in a kind of weird way - only it is not my liver that gets pecked out... it is more like my heart... each day... the same...

I understand why some people turn to drugs some times.

Anyway - people don't like you when there is something so many people just cannot (more like don't want to?) because they had a good home with happy people and happy lives.

Of course nothing and no 1 is flawless - I don't like to see anything this way - I love freedom though because maybe mine has been so badly compromised.

My thought for the day (maybe it has been with me for a looooot longer than a day?) is ....

"What is love?"


What a beautiful song..... what a beautiful beautiful song.....

I have always loved this song...

Great number.
 
So I'm driving down the road, and is see a puddle. Not really a puddle, but one of those situations where there is 1/8th inch (~3mm) of water on an otherwise dry road surface. The vehicle in front of me was able to parlay this into a roughly 1/2 mile long wet tire track on a salt covered road. Why is that possible, yet I have to soak a sponge three times to wash the kitchen table?:confused:
 
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