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Hi there! I'm starving.. Just ordered one of my favorite pizza places.. Deep dish and sweet sauce :) gonna chillax wrap in a blanket and watch lord of the rings... Maybe the whole trilogy ... .. Maybe not;)
 
Hi there! I'm starving.. Just ordered one of my favorite pizza places.. Deep dish and sweet sauce :) gonna chillax wrap in a blanket and watch lord of the rings... Maybe the whole trilogy ... .. Maybe not;)

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Hello, staff! :D

(yep, been saving that one for a while ;) :p)
 
HI! haha! Just got back today...beautiful weather..beautiful pool...food..eh....not so much!:o played and won few games. ..saw some dead people......met some live people...saw some weird people...saw some weird stuff...:) helped a woman on the plane home...suffering from shell fish allergies ..she thought she was maybe having anaphalactic shock...(apparently there are not many people who know much about med treatments on vegas flights including the crew>>>???? no medically trained person stood up so myself and the psychologist sitting next to me said we would help....gave her some benedryil (no epi on the plane!!!??? shouldn't that be standard??? anyway and 02 because she was really just kind of panicking because she has COPD as well......and No I'm not a doctor but I did take emergency medicine and was certified EMT way back in my first years of College to count towards my Bio physiology anatomy science credits..might has well have fun taking required credits..right?.Loved those classes!!! even got to do hospital rounds in ER triage...and use the jaws of life!!! good times:) good times:)

I'm exhausted:)


IT'S GOOD to be home!!!!!:) Thx!!!
 
Wooooow - that is pretty kick ass huh!!! :-D

hmmm - no wait a second.

I don't like ER stuff. :(

Well! :)

I am glad you had a great time. :)

I didn't know you just went to Vegas? :)

Did you meet "Elvis"?

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You know what stinky pork chop.....

When I was your age stinky i was mining buns at at the bun mine to help my father keep his bun making business a success...

the bun mine - boy does that filthy, smelly and alien infested bun and sulphur mine really bring back some hectic memories!

i also battled the evil robot king and savings humanity... when i was your age you ungrateful stinky cock roach... i did not having moneys and times to breathe air everything was so impossible.

basically i am here to tell you how i want to waste my time telling you how much better i am than you to inflate my ego! :):):):):)

you are actually completely worthless! :)

you will never be able to battle and single highhandedly defeatingz the robot king like me ALL by myself!

I don't even know why i even HAD you in the first place you are useless! :D

even dirt is more important than you! ;)

fify!

( :D )

Wow you sound just like my dad! :):):):):)

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....... stinky is suspiciousiousnessness....

xD
 
C,mon, Stinky. You know you're not completely worthless. If you were, you'd be me.


Uh, wait ... I mean ... er ... damn.

You're no where near worthless.

I admire you. :)

:)

it is the people that pretend / fool you and waste their time saying they are better than you.... those are the ones that are truly worthless... the ones that you cannot rely on.... treating their own son as their punch bag to let out all their anger on you fooling you that they are better than you.

now they are the worthless ones.

he is now afraid of me.

the last time he bashed on my door i just walked right up to his and almost kicked it down... even the aliens in Alpha Centauri the next star system heard it.....

47 days and counting since he last did that.... fear for his life.

how now the tables have turned.

child abuse is the worst thing in the world.

he is the piece of dirt.

i dare him to touch me.

i double triple quadruple Decker ******* dare him.... come on ...make my day....
 
Anyway! :D

I watch this movie to help me forget about it all and remind of what always can be. ;)

Anyone can change and he has left me alone for a long time now. :)

Things are starting to look up.


xD
 
hahahahahahaaa!!!

xD

oh my hat! :D

LOL! :D

Everyone has poop in their life.... that is why you need millions of stinky cock roaches like me to make it better! :D

xD
 
For I know we are all loved..... and sometimes it may be hard for all of us to see it... but ... despite the darkness there is always a light. ;)

For if you or a friend is or are so far down... there is only 1 way you can go!

UP :)
 
Oh, I loved Joe's Apartment, Stinky! :)

Thanks for the reminder about that--been a long while since it's been on.

:)

lol :)

only a pleasure :)

I have never seen the movie anyway - hilarious! :D

That 1 really looks like my kind of movie! ;)

Wow. :D

That movie looks great. :)
 
Sorry if I dampened the mood once again...

My family maybe... finally starting to see my brilliance... they seem to blame themselves... things have finally started changing - for the first time by the looks of it.

I screamed out at the thunder... and my prayers have been answered.

I may not seem very spiritual on the surface... but beneath this facade..l all I have ever really wanted... is love.

I will be frank.

I wanted to do anything to escape the horror that became my life.

I truly went mad.

I have lost count of the times I have either a) wanted to take so many drugs for anything or any one to make me happy.

b) go the final mile and take my own life out of sheer lack of love and struggle to understand this world and all the evil people in it.

And I am starting to finally see my only dream has now come true.

I used to have a family that never got off my back, never wanted me to be anything else but like them, walk like them. Talk like them.

They still do not treat me equally.

But I know in time - all boundries, however great or small can be over come with enough dedication, extreme perseverance and fight to the bitter end...

Yes.

I have always wanted their approval... and I most probably I will never get it.

So i find a new home... a home of my own.

a real home... at work.

where i am truly loved and admired and repected for who i am... i spring out of my hell hole and give 500000% billion percent back like there is no tomorrow.

this job has saved me.

however great or small it may seem to others.

it is not small at all to me and has given me life.

and so i have a reason now to live. :)

i more than likely will never get their approval or "love"... i actually really almost adamant that i will never get their false love.

so i give it to others and in turn it reminds me of how special i truly am. :)

and it makes me aware of how not only i am special but also tell others of how special they all so truly are and that they can do anything they put their great minds to and how much i admire them in all their glory. :)

True story! :D
 
This is my life to the 1 billionth degree..... it makes me hard to struggle not to cry.


This song makes me want to cry and be angry... but I instead cry tears of joy in the beautiful knowledge that I am not alone.

My family has demanded me to be perfect..flawless marks... "flawless everything".... but there is no such thing in this world.

No such thing.

Even though I have made very impressive inventions like "hydraulic steering" or "fake banking" like a motor bike for a car.... and when I finally saw that it really does work 10 years ago when I made it.... despite Mc Claren only very recently obtaining the patent for what is most probably me - the first to have made this amazing invention... they still do not love me... and I know that this love is fake.

I sometimes wonder if it will be enough.

If I swear at them they wonder what the hell my problem is and think I am on drugs.

When they are the crazy ones that will never love me for who I am... "walk like me".... "talk like me"...

NO.

No matter what I have achieved ... it has never ever been... "enough"... I have never been loved for who I am.

my dreams and thoughts have always been pissed on... trampeld on as pathetic... instead of the opposite for how awesome they really are.

The only thing I have ever wanted... is the only thing I never got.

One day..... if I ever become something.... if I become such a serious force for the whole world to behold.

A serious force to be reckoned with.

I will never talk to them ever again... I might be so angry... I don't know what I will do.

I hope some day they learn to forgive me for my mistakes and short comings.

They must beg for my approval... and even then I will not want their "love"... because I already know very well... it will still even then..... not even be real at all.

And I will never be like them.

I hate them... but have always wanted them to join me in this wonderful unconditional love and view of the world.... instead of always insulting my every move, desire and dream... even when they are insulting something they have 0 understanding of.

They talk to strangers better than me.

1 day... they will see how pathetic they really are.
 
hey Stinky...I saw this some time ago...I didn't write it..but it rings true...I think It also reminds me of you!...:)

just keep on... keepin on ...ek se?;) you are young ..yet ...you're already well on your way!!! be proud!


My soul wants me to know that I am powerful. I am stronger than I know. But I am strong in a gentle way.
Ebbing and flowing, yet expanding and evolving.
Changing, but not changing me. Becoming more and more me. Getting to know myself in a new way. Discovering parts of me that I never knew existed.
Realizing that what I admire about other people is already in me, I just need to access it.
Realizing that what I don
 
ugh it is so hard times. :(

thanks huh. :(

sometimes i feel i know too much.

people always get that "vibe" off me of how they look at me and i just seem to "know".

some dig it.

some hate it.

i am feeling stuffed.

i need to sleep.

thanks huh.

that is such a wonderful bunch of words to say. :)

wow. :)

it is refreshing to see ... something so familiar .. hmm....

i must try and get some sleep.

gud night.
 
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