Don't know if this belongs in Random or Rant or whatever thread...I wasn't even gonna say anything anyhow....but

I met a GF out for dinner and drinks...and...
I'm rambling
but I ran into an old love today

It kind of shook me for a loop...It's just...I don't regret not being with him for one second...It was never the right time...for us so to speak...and I 100 percent do not regret ..being with my true love hubby huh...it was just...weird? for lack of a better word...no more like ...sad...
and I also feel bad...because...I hurt him...but I'm just as hurt ya know??? it's just it wasn't supposed to be...and I knew that...even though I loved him...still do...always will....um....it was just... hard....whatever...k now I feel weird...
carry on
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