I'm a girl stinky...so I have over reactive crazy emotional make no sense what so ever feelings!!!! so I FIFY
dang it!!!! !ugh ..or not...
Hey I am not laughing I think it is pretty cool!
Wow I found out with a first hands on experience about how crazy women can get!
Wow!
:-(
My only and previous girlfriend is awesome. But then she started to some how lose it. I have no idea why. :-( I am still very sad about it. It is hard to wonder why she thinks what she does. My parents said she is no longer welcome at our house anymore because they couldn't handle her insulting me 24 / 7 and sometimes losing it and throwing stuff around the home and breaking stuff.
They told me she is bad news, but I know she is not.
She kept telling me I am freaking perfect and deserve better and she told me she is just really messed up from before.
I tried so hard to tell her that that is not the truth at all.
It is not true.
I let her know she is just very hurt deep inside and you are not "messed up" or all these not true at all things that you keep telling yourself.
She did have a very difficult childhood but I know I tried to let her know that she is also very strong for surviving it all.
And okay ... I KNOW I shouldn't have done this but gave her my card and key and well I guess I just wish wasn't so caring at times but I guess I got what I deserved for being so caring and losing all my money because I care too much.
Ugh crud happens.
I learned my lesson well!
I really miss her... so much... I wish she would just talk to me.
I actually hate that saying:
"Pain is Knowledge"
Pain like this is not knowledge when you know you love someone... then it is just horrible pain.
Simple as that.
