Oh jeez, look what I did here... It was just a random thought, at the time of posting I felt things were just looking 'down' spiritually, emotionally and uh, physically too
I had some kind of nervous breakdown back in '07, at a time when I was working 12-16+ hours a day/6 days a week as a cable guy. Since then I've had some serious cognitive/depression/SAD issues I'm desperately trying to manage. Adderall seems to help me focus and give me the motivation at work, but doesn't really help me outside of work.
This is interesting. I tried Concerta a while back, and found it caused the same issues for me as Adderall had for you. Concerta also had me either at a super happy level, or at the lowest sub-realm of outward, grandiose hatred and suffering one could only imagine... I stopped taking it right after my kids watched in horror as I nearly leveled our kitchen during one of those low moments