It was in a way.
I actually prayed to God I would believe if He allowed me to leave, and it happened that night.
There was good in it, but still like the saddest Christmas I ever had lol
But believe me it'll make a stronger man out of you, as long as your still alive and kicking theres always hope.


Probably Im more out and skiing (cross country) if there is enough snow outside. It should be snowing on this month, but now it's raining and it's something like +8 C outside. Oh boy... Hopefully it's comming colder...

