Bump:
So my mother wants to head out east pretty soon after she does return, and I kind of want some time away from that place, intentionally by automatically accident it does crawl out of the feed and making my own soul, just crashes instead of survive though, to be honest, I want one with my girl though and just a perfect pitch away from it, she has been waiting like forever and ever, still I keep telling her family. "Hey to be perfectly honest, I just do want her to be happy, without having a few step daughters I never ever met up with anyone." Still they are in good hands with my sister-in-laws (Soon to be) and I cannot inbox her, why because I am just straight up afraid of everything. Even though I did give her brother in my contact information five times, I can see the pattern just flawed and as it just leaked out the open arena of battling right through the head like, and still not being to understand the troubles it can walk through the tiny pin holes of the net though, I love her siblings though but never met her kids.
I am stepping away before anything.
So back with my mother, well I want to see my cousin's kids again, had so much fun the last time with digging through beeds that connect in water, and smiling with his wife too, just in the air of things just a path of brighten ideas over, still this will probably be alright for the time being..
(why is there always three Earth's I have to walk on?)